Philip, we are on opposites ends of the life spectrum, you at 18, me at 60. I can really only give you one peace of advice, and that is to seek God. He (and his son) are the only ones that can truly help you.
I have had problems in my life: financial ones, loss of my spouse, loss of my dad, and so many during my working career that they are to numerous to count. But there is only one reason I made it through all that and that is my faith. I will not sit here and preach but try going to the Lords house and put your problems on him.
Heck, I was a Cardinal football fan my whole life, and even they finally made it to a superbowl!
Just know that you will be in many peoples prayers on this board. Good luck Philip, you have friends here who will help you in any way we can.
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